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[08 Nov 2009|01:03am] |
NaNoWrimo
Haven't really wrote anything since very late Thursday night but currently sitting at 8,481 words...so if I don't write anything tonight i'm about 2 days behind.
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[08 Nov 2009|01:00am] |
lmfao
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[19 Oct 2009|11:49pm] |
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I'v had a fairly miserable seven days but I'm in a little bit higher spirits now. Kelly Clarkson was amazing live, she did not disappoint.
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[12 Oct 2009|12:32pm] |
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They've already started adding names to the guest list for next years DragonCon, mostly Star Trek right now. But Laurell K Hamilton is listed (the author of the Anita Blake books). I'll probably have a few more read by then to make up my mind whether or not I want to get one signed.
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[07 Oct 2009|06:55pm] |
NaNoWriMo is coming up fast....
So I've been trying to figure out what I want to do this year and I have decided on something very different from previous years (considering the past 3 years it was an ongoing series). At least for now anyways, I may change my mind before November gets here. We'll see. But I have started to work some points out in my head.
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[05 Oct 2009|02:54pm] |
Bit better mood today....
Got home a little bit ago, while I was out had a blast from the past. Ran into Misty C. whom I haven't seen over twice since the old days at WD. She recognized me fairly quickly and was fairly astonished, lol. Cause I look nothing like I did back then. She hasn't changed much. She finally got divorced which was in the works way back then. Was just really good running into her and getting that moment to have a quick catch up. She was one of my better friends back then.
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[05 Oct 2009|12:41am] |
I'm a ball of frustration right now and help the person I take it out on. I got into a very heated argument Friday that basically ended with me just walking away them mid sentence and still going at it while i walked away. And you'd think me getting a little bit of anger out then might have helped but honestly it didn't. In fact it's only shifted my brain into overdrive thinking about stuff, reflecting on the past year and a half. I've not been able to focus on anything since then. And I'm avoiding them at all cost at the moment. So much so that I went to the movies Saturday cause I figured they'd be around during the day then. I get a phone call, while I'm in the theater no less and it's just like nothing happened. And you know what, it PISSES me off that much more. This is a person from whom I've turned to my whole life whenever I've needed something. And I can't even stand to be in the same room with them for the most part.
I'm so very tempted and I'm not going to though, is to post this on myspace. Knowing it'll not only get back to them but for a few other people to read it. Part of me wants one of these others to say something out of the way to me.
grrrrr
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[01 Oct 2009|08:16pm] |
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The rather sudden change in weather has gotten to me. Feels as if I'm coming down with something.
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[28 Sep 2009|06:23pm] |
So made the comments about odd dreams think only on Facebook. Been having them for weeks, not 'out there weird' or anything of that sort. Just different for me I guess.
I find it strange when there are people in your dreams that you don't recognize, this doesn't happen often but a couple times recently. The weirdest of which was sometime last week the dream was so much about this one person who I had no idea who they were honestly.
Well I went shopping today....paid some bills so I still have power for another month...and while getting groceries I ran into this woman who in complete honesty struck me as the person from my dream. Tall, blond, cute, just totally freaking weird to be honest. And several times over the period of time in the store we kept ending up in the same areas. Just so very strange and freaky I must say. So it's been a strange day.
I think I need a good nights sleep at this point, lol.
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[28 Sep 2009|06:02pm] |
A Nightmare on Elm Street in HD
hehe
Actually makes me want to watch the original again! I always like the Freddy movies (and I'll see this one).
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[24 Sep 2009|12:33am] |
A kid is dead, I didn't even know him well enough to know his age. That makes me sad, really. I knew his brother a little bit better I guess. Everyone is going on about 'pray for the family' and the only thing I can think of is the kid would be alive right now if not for his family. If not for the fact his dad is a drug pushing bastard who has been arrested so many times it is not even funny. And his grandfather is the reason he isn't in jail to this day. The kid had an overdose a couple years back and almost died then and the cause of his death now is he was chasing a high. But yet everyone is going out to pray and feel sorry. And I feel anger. I doubt I'm the only one and I'm sure a lot of people on the outside of this who know, do as well.
My cousin who is a sophomore in high school called and told me and all I could think about is, this is going to be one of them someday down the road. I have a number of family all in the same age bracket growing up around here. And sadly it will likely happen to one of them. My middle brother has had drug issues for years and guess who he has been big buddies with since he got out of high school? Probably don't have to point it out. It's been bad enough over the past couple years I've expected this call or for someone to show up at the door about him. Tonight could have very well have been the night.
Drugs are so much an issue in this day and age, and at least around here where I live there is nothing being done about it. Too many 'slaps on the wrist' and let back out on their merry way. This particular pusher, we know the police have been watching him and the county attorney had his name on a list. And yet he is still out there.
When I grew up in this area it wasn't like this, yes there was pot but nothing like this. We could take our bikes and ride to the local school and shoot hoops without worry. Now, if you go a minute from my old family home you watch your rear view mirror just to see if someone is there. Heck if you look outside in the middle of the night you might see something going on you really don't want to see (speaking from experience last week on this one). And no one is doing anything about it. Even telling authorities this is going on and nothing is being done about it.
When I got out of high school I worked with a few people and were extremely good friends with them, they smoked pot. Maybe at times had a little too much to drink. I'll also say yes I've smoked pot, almost seems like another life. It never took. I've never been a drinker outside of a handful of occasions in my life. But they or me never did this, none of them went to the extremes like these people. The pills and much more, is just so out of hand. And at least at this point there is no end to it. Things are only going to get much, much worse before they get better.
Feeling i'm not going to sleep much tonight.
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[23 Sep 2009|12:26am] |
You know, I don't get attached to many 'non' genre shows. But NCIS is the exception, a big exception. Cause I can watch the show over and over and it just doesn't get old. A lot of this is due to Micheal Weatherly as DiNozzo, and probably to just as much to do with Cote de Pablo (Ziva). So I knew this seasons premiere was going to be a good one. And well hell I didn't expect it to be that good. DiNozzo at his best. I mean some times over the series they really comes across like they don't know what they want to do with the character, but the final moments of tonight's episode really summed him up. In my opinion. I'm also very much looking forward to next weeks episode.
And for those Dark Angel fans out there, pay close attention to next weeks episode. See if there is any throwbacks cause we have a DA guest star! One of the most classic moments on NCIS was the Jessica Alba comment way back when by DiNozzo.
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[18 Sep 2009|01:37am] |
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DragonCon pics are now up on Myspace and Facebook, they'll be on Flickr sometime this weekend and I'll post that link here. After seeing pictures of myself, it's back on the diet. I look heavier than I did last year (even though i'm not).
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[18 Sep 2009|01:20am] |
Circus of the Damned
I finished it tonight, the 3rd book in the Anita Blake series. I must say I enjoyed it more than The Laughing Corpse (2nd book in series) and this one actually makes me want to go back and read the first book. So it'll be next on my list to pick up.
Over all I just liked the flow of this one more, more action through out, but the climax wasn't as grand as the Laughing Corpse. Admittedly I really liked how the 2nd book ended so it was going to be hard to top. This book also didn't have as many 'visuals' that stick with u as the 2nd book. But I still enjoyed it more.
But yeah, I'll go back and read the 1st book in the series next before I move on to the 4th.
And dang I've only read 2 of the books.....but how many times can one person have their apartment broke in to, lmao.
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[16 Sep 2009|01:11am] |
A slight headache...the meds haven't knocked me out quite yet. Though I'm drifting fast. I luv having a wireless connection again, not always stuck at a desk. Yes I know this is a rambling post. lol
I can't seem to get into Twitter like I did Facebook...I can see if I could figure out getting my phone to work with it, i'd like it more. Maybe I need a new phone. Someday maybe, lol.
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